#6

today i registered as a new patient for a few different psychiatric services and such so i guess i am stepping towards the right path? something feels so off though it feels like life isn’t being lived the way it is meant to be, i feel like im spectating myself in a first person video game or like my eyes are a gateway into a film? it’s been bothering me i feel so detached from everything and like nothing around me that’s happening is real. nothing makes sense.. time goes by so slow, my limbs have a sudden sharp weight to them that i’ve never felt before and it’s like my memory is slowly fading and i find myself unable to remember most of what has happened lately because of how far away from them i really am